Oh shit...

Please be warned. This is not a nice post. Parental discretion is advised.

I had a WTF past few days. First off, I learned that child care for Miss Emma is going to be a damn mortgage payment. I honestly do not know if we are going to be able to pay it. I realize that people in a worse financial situation have been able to do it, but what the hell. I pray to God that we are able to find a reasonable alternative that satisfies me as a mother and as a bill payer. Secondly, I hate healthcare and insurance. $1155 for an ultrasound? And we can't cover this because? I fully plan to fight that charge because I truly believe that since this ultrasound was a medical necessity, it should be covered under my insurance. Being a first time mom, I have no idea what is routine, what is necessary, and what is a load of shit. Lately, I feel like we've been directed to a load of shit. Lastly, I am so sick of stupid people. I cannot handle it anymore. I can't handle the comments, the fakeness, and the overall dipshitheadedness of people. My hormones are balancing normalcy with rage. The rage is rearing it's ugly head a lot lately, and I pity anyone who is within 20 feet of me. I am uncomfortable, I am swelling in places that one should not swell, I am tired of the inconsistency of things once consistent.

Look for me on your local 5 o'clock news. I'll be the crazy pregnant lady swinging a battle axe.