Back and Forth

I've been going back and forth on what to write lately. This past few weeks has been a real eye opener and it's really made me think about how I'm living my life.

I really believe that the Universe is constantly sending you messages, and it's up to you to receive them.  Duly noted, Universe. I really got the latest message.

I'm taking a step back from everything. I'm going to be taking the month of October away from Facebook. I'm refocusing my priorities and after a good day/talk with my dad, I'm really going to dive into what I need from my life.

I went out with my dad on Tuesday to help him run his route. I had a blast. It is very few and far between that it's just me and dad, so I seized this opportunity. We had a great time, and my dad said a few things that have really stuck with me.

Thing #1: Everyday I wake up and I thank God for three things. One, the fact that I get another day on Earth. Two, your mother. Three, that I have my own business and I know that my success is based on me and me alone. (that's a direct quote)

Thing #2: It's called priorities. You girls turned out the way you did because your mom stayed home with you.

I think it's time for me to give up a lot of things in order to gain a ton more. Now, obviously I am not quitting my job because that doesn't make sense. I just need to do that job differently and give up all the 'extras'. I used to think I could make so many positive changes and I killed myself to do it. You know what? That's over. I'm going to be the best teacher I can be within the confines of my school day and then come home and be the best mom and wife I can be. I will foster my good friendships and let go of the ones that don't do anything for either party. And I will not participate in the bullshit.