Overwhelmed

Over the past few weeks, I have had so many requests for my time from family and friends. This week, I decided that 'no' was going to be the answer. This could possibly be my last weekend with my husband, alone. Granted our to do list looks like this:

::Doctors appointment::

::Taxes::

::Movie::

::Apocalypse grocery shopping::

::J's car stuff::

::Clean::

::Go to the Olive Mill::

::Watch trashy TV::

::Talk::

::Enjoy our time together::

::Going through the emotions of what is about to happen to us::

The first thing I have "planned" is dinner with my great uncle Wayne on Wednesday, whom I completely adore and rarely get to see. Family is important to me, and it's a rare occasion where someone is in town. After that, massage, maybe zoo, and a bridal shower. Oh, and possibly some shopping, but that is something I want to do alone. Even though I love my husband, I am going to need some alone time.

Now... after this weekend, I may change my mind and want to go do something... maybe not. This is the last time I will be able to say that this is MY time to do what I want.

As I was leaving school today, I realized that I may not be back until May or I could go back after or week off. Not knowing is driving me crazy, but I am ready for anything.